Why?
Why must you look,
Talk,
Be near me,
I need to get away from this temptation,
It’s wrong,
the warmth from your arms,
I want to be happy,
I want that warmth,
Honey in tea,
Rain on a sunny day,
The smell of freshly mowed grass,
Mint leaves,
Happiness.
I am trapped in a cage by a band on my finger,
Forever stuck in this purgatory,
Everyday existing through life.
Wake up,
Have coffee,
Go to school,
Come home,
Go to sleep,
Everyday the same,
The wind is blowing around my thoughts,
My emotions are on an elevator,
Constantly up and down.
I always watch never to speak,
For if I do I a demon will jump down my throat.
I am trying to swim through sand,
Getting stronger,
But choking,
I must not drown before I see the other side.