I CAN’T GO ON

Laying there unable to move.

Unable to speak.

 Unable to think clear. 

I’m stuck in this purgatory that is my mind. 

I can’t leave, I can’t go on anymore.

I stand up, breathe. 

I gather myself, breathe.

Wipe away the tears, breathe.

Try to numb the pain, breathe.

I must continue with my life, I have to breathe.

I must, breathe.

Holding my breath.

Biting my tongue. 

I am fine.